::I wish i can just fly straight to my bed. Just sad. But I should try that smile once in a while. I think I need to take some time off. This entry doesn't make sense anymore. Cos I'm just lost at this very moment. In the middle of the night alone. I wish everyone was here, telling me a joke of Pochai Boy, or of dreams and wonders and everything nice. I wish I could be comforted. It's almost 2am now, better get back to work.::